Look at me seriously and tell me.
What race do you think I am?
It's not the first time that some strangers come and speak Malay to me. I know, I shouldn't be so sensitive but how if that person is a chinese?
And there are so many times that people ask me whether I am a pure chinese or not. And I was like..
KNS, you don't have eyes is it? Obviously I am a chinese right?
And, there are some times people saying that I don't look like a chinese. They said that I might have mixed somewhere. And the most ridiculous thing is that one of my friends said that I look like a mix from Portuguese. And I was like..
WHAT? MIXED? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
And I met the weirdest people yesterday who was so frank to ask whether I'm a Iban or not even though I speak chinese to him. He said, my eyes reveal my race. And I was like..
O.O Walao eh. Like this also can??
Then I went home and asked my mum, do I look like an Iban girl?
Then my mum answered:
Of course you're a chinese, but somehow your grand grandmother was an Iban.
And I was like..
So now, I truly understand why people always speak Malay to me and why people always think I'm not a pure chinese and etc. It is because I am somehow mixed!?
But usually people say mixed children have pretty look. And there're evidences as well.
Michele Lee (Michele Monique Reis/李嘉欣)
Cecilia Cheung (张柏芝)
Karen Mok (莫文蔚)
Christy Chung (钟丽缇)
China + Vietnam
China + Vietnam + Ireland
Isabella Leung (梁洛施)
China + England + Portugal
Josie Ho (何超仪)
China + England
Philippines + China + France
Rie Miyazawa (宫泽理惠)
Japan + Holland
Namie Amuro (安室奈美惠)
Japan + America
China + India
Of course, there are many more mixed beautiful gorgeous celebrities and all of them can be evidences to show that mixed children are pretty/handsome.
What I wanna say is that, WHY AM I NOT AS PRETTY AS THEM?? T^T
Perhaps it's because I'm not 'internationally mixed' but 'locally mixed'. What a failure. LOL
Ok, now you know my background. As the title says,
I'm Not A Pure Chinese.
P/S: I'll stop blogging until next week because I am going to Kuching tomorrow for my convocation! Wait for me to blog about this awesome moment! =)