The message I wanna show in this post is obvious.
Look at the faces of the cartoons above.
Obviously, I AM SAD now. Damn... I hate this kind of feeling.
I've expected there will be no calls for today and so on because there is SOMEBODY else.
I know I shouldn't be so immature but it's hard to deny the feeling from coming out.
I don't wanna be a burden for you. That's why I hide the SOMETHING.
You never know that I only want you to accompnay me but not the material enjoyment.
How large is the "portion" of my existence in your heart??
I can hardly feel it when we are far apart.
That's one of the reasons that I hate to come here to study.
How nice it would be if you could understand me. A true me.
Is there too much that I'm asking for? Haih..
Yeah, I AM SAD now. And yet I dunno how to release the sadness.
I try so hard to control myself but I fail.
I fail to stop thinking of you. Stop missing you. Stop loving you.
What a failure I have. Damn...