I AM SAD!!

The message I wanna show in this post is obvious.

Look at the faces of the cartoons above.

Obviously, I AM SAD now. Damn... I hate this kind of feeling.

I've expected there will be no calls for today and so on because there is SOMEBODY else.

I know I shouldn't be so immature but it's hard to deny the feeling from coming out.

I don't wanna be a burden for you. That's why I hide the SOMETHING.
You never know that I only want you to accompnay me but not the material enjoyment.

How large is the "portion" of my existence in your heart??

I can hardly feel it when we are far apart.

That's one of the reasons that I hate to come here to study.

How nice it would be if you could understand me. A true me.

Is there too much that I'm asking for? Haih..

Yeah, I AM SAD now. And yet I dunno how to release the sadness.

I try so hard to control myself but I fail.

I fail to stop thinking of you. Stop missing you. Stop loving you.

What a failure I have. Damn...