I'm Not A Pure Chinese.

Look at me seriously and tell me.

What race do you think I am?

It's not the first time that some strangers come and speak Malay to me. I know, I shouldn't be so sensitive but how if that person is a chinese?

And there are so many times that people ask me whether I am a pure chinese or not. And I was like..

KNS, you don't have eyes is it? Obviously I am a chinese right?

And, there are some times people saying that I don't look like a chinese. They said that I might have mixed somewhere. And the most ridiculous thing is that one of my friends said that I look like a mix from Portuguese. And I was like..

WHAT? MIXED? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

And I met the weirdest people yesterday who was so frank to ask whether I'm a Iban or not even though I speak chinese to him. He said, my eyes reveal my race. And I was like..

O.O Walao eh. Like this also can??

Then I went home and asked my mum, do I look like an Iban girl?

Then my mum answered:

Of course you're a chinese, but somehow your grand grandmother was an Iban.

And I was like..

WTF!? =.="

So now, I truly understand why people always speak Malay to me and why people always think I'm not a pure chinese and etc. It is because I am somehow mixed!?

But usually people say mixed children have pretty look. And there're evidences as well. 

Michele Lee (Michele Monique Reis/李嘉欣)

1/4 Portugal

Cecilia Cheung (张柏芝)

1/4 England

Karen Mok (莫文蔚)

1/4 England

Christy Chung (钟丽缇)

China + Vietnam

Maggie Q 

China + Vietnam + Ireland

Isabella Leung (梁洛施)

China + England + Portugal

Josie Ho (何超仪)

China + England

Edell (爱戴)

1/4 Spain

PaceWu (吴佩慈)

1/4 America

Leah Dizon

Philippines + China + France

Rie Miyazawa (宫泽理惠)

Japan + Holland

Namie Amuro (安室奈美惠)

1/4 Italy

Reika Hashimoto

Japan + America

Michelle (郑雪儿)

China + India

Of course, there are many more mixed beautiful gorgeous celebrities and all of them can be evidences to show that mixed children are pretty/handsome.

What I wanna say is that, WHY AM I NOT AS PRETTY AS THEM?? T^T

Perhaps it's because I'm not 'internationally mixed' but 'locally mixed'. What a failure. LOL

Ok, now you know my background. As the title says, 

I'm Not A Pure Chinese.

P/S: I'll stop blogging until next week because I am going to Kuching tomorrow for my convocation! Wait for me to blog about this awesome moment! =)